This is a very long blog about the dream I had last night. It’s a sketch, not polished in writing but I’ve written it within the twelve minutes of being awake, to not lose the golden nostalgia of the dream. Please enjoy I woke up this morning and didn’t know where I was. The brieflyContinue reading “I awoke and didn’t know where I was.”
Author Archives: lornamusings
sparkly green
The black nail polish likes to travel, it’s unreliable in that way. You’ll never know where to find it when you need it. It tucks itself into coat pockets, the grainy corners of a school backpack, cup holders on the passenger side. I’m constantly losing the black nail polish yet it is the one I’mContinue reading “sparkly green”
The Bloody Hand Crept Forward
I’m sixteen. I’m starting off by saying this because I believe it is an important information for you to know before you read any further. I’m sixteen and I’m sitting in my room reading the first paragraph of Daphne Du Maurier’s Rebecca when I realized something; my attention span is trash. Of course I’m alsoContinue reading “The Bloody Hand Crept Forward”
useless words that i sat next to one another cause i was bored
I write things that r stupid but regardless of their meaning or the message or purpose behind them whatever the fuck, i wrote them and i’m bored so im gonna paste them here. Sometimes I get mad at people for living in cliches, for being so entirely uncreative that they couldn’t come up with theirContinue reading “useless words that i sat next to one another cause i was bored”
Living in hypotheticals
GAH I hate being angry, like truly outraged but then I remind myself that there is no reason to be this angry, no valid explanation to be channeling this much hostile energy. I have no real reason for being mad. There are people who have atual problems, mine is all in my head. It’s simplyContinue reading “Living in hypotheticals”
Songs attached to smells and feels
Okay so like I’m not the only one who listens to a song and can smell something or taste something specific, so here are a few examples that have been on my mind recently. Down Under by Men At Work smells like my cats’ fur Missing by Everything But The Girl smells like fresh mozzarellaContinue reading “Songs attached to smells and feels”
You make me stressed
Click click “What are you doing?” “You make me stressed.” I drew a long breath and blew out over my shoulder. I feel my chest tighten. Anxious. Stressed. I don’t like this one bit. I avoid this. Yet for some reason he thinks this is worth spending time with. Weekly messages, asking to hang out.Continue reading “You make me stressed”
Lead in my eye sockets
Sitting on my bed, hours of work ahead of me, my spine aches from the stress. I recently started noticing where I hold my stress. Yes, my shoulders, but also my right side of my back as well as the bottoms of my eye sockets. Like it feels like someone poured lead sand into myContinue reading “Lead in my eye sockets”
Toxic pharmacy
That’s right people on the line, I have yet another fantastic idea that is 100% not original. WHAT IF I made a pharmacy of poisons. Just what if. Is that illegal? Not to my knowledge. I feel like the use of poison has sadly declined, but if you think about it, it’s a very ‘safe’,Continue reading “Toxic pharmacy”
Some sketchbook pages I’m proud of
It’s been a great deal of time since I’ve written, but I’m really excited to share with you some pages of my sketchbook that I’m very proud of. These past few weeks have been pretty rough, but recently I’ve been at peace with my artwork, I know, it’s nothing spectacular, but I’ve seen growth withinContinue reading “Some sketchbook pages I’m proud of”
