I’m not going to bore you with the formalities of “ohmahgawdIhavn’tbloggedinoveramonthcauseI’vebeensobusy” no. So let’s dive in.
This boy. This scrawny tall gorgeous boy. He has the AUDACITY to reply to several of my stories AND one of my tweets and THEN proceed to post on his Instagram story about “all these white girls in my dms” and how they have “unrealistic romantic fantasies” about him because he would never date a white girl. LIKE HOE-BOY!!! We all know you’re oh so handsome and you’re light skinned EveN tHoUgH yoU LooK LiKE YoU’Re JusT WhiTE (which makes no sense cause he looks light skinned), BUT YOU DON’T NEED TO GO ABOUT BEING SO DAMN AGGRESSIVE ABOUT WHITE GIRLS. LIKE I GET IT. WE HAVE THE TENDENCY TO HAVE THE SAME STYLE. WE CAN BE FLAT CHESTED AND NOT HAVE REALLY BIG ASSES AND SHIT. But the last thing a super insecure teen girl needs is some asshole guy making her feel bad for replying when YOU hit her up. Like she wasn’t even trying to get with you, you don’t have to shame a whole fucking race. And another thing is, everyone has their preference in people, and that’s o-k-a-y, but it’s NOT okay when you make people feel bad for not trying(or trying!) to date you for something they can’t change.
Also, this is a VERY controversial side note, there is lots of racism against people of color in our country, but I feel like the newest generation of kids, Gen Z, is very bias against white people. Notice I didn’t say racist towards white people, I said bias. I say this because I am constantly experiencing it at school. People don’t want to be friends with white kids, they shy away from dating them, it’s like before you meet someone, they already have their opinion of you. Like you’re constantly trying to be better, to show them that you don’t say the same things as your parents and your grandparents, that you agree with everything your fellow peers believe. It’s a infinite game of holding to higher standards.
I feel like since I’m white, I could never be enough for someone to date. It sounds pathetic but that’s been the message that my generation has been teaching me.
- I’m not sexually attractive cause I’m like a stick and my ‘curves’ are too small. Skinny is ugly. Skinny makes you look sick. Especially when you’re waist doesn’t look snatched, then you’re just a board.
- My personality isn’t attractive because I’m white and we all think the same way. Why do I even try.
- I will be held accountable for what my ancestors did even though I personally didn’t do anything. I also don’t have a right to complain because I grew up in the middle class with food on the table every night and I’m white so I don’t experience racism.