high heels and red skirts

HEYYYYY WHAT DO YOU DO IF LIKE, YOUR BEST FRIEND HAS LIKE SEVEN CRUSHES AND YOU LIKE ONE OF THEM. Just cause she has tons of crushes, won’t make her feelings any less valid if she finds out that I’ve been flirting with one of them all week. I hate to be selfish like this butttttt she likes soooooo many guyssss am I allowed to just like ONE of them?????? Goddamnit. In a way, it’s really annoying, she talks about all of these boys and I’m just dying inside because one of them I’ve been flirting with. And if she finds out she’s just going to feel like she has to be defensive and ‘take him’ from me. ahhhhhhhh This is some middle school shit yo. She can’t get mad if shes always Admiring from afar, of ALL these guys, and one of the gets taken. It’s like she marks her scent of ALL these dudes, almost as if to keep me from taking them. Like I only like ONE of them!!!! I’m not taking all her chances at having a boyfriend. AHHH i’m such a terrible person. I guess I’ll just continue to suppress all my feelings. Cause friendship is more important right? I shouldn’t even be TALKING to this guy for crying out loud.

Published by lornamusings

I write here when I delete all my social media and pretend I don’t exist. I’m a teenager who used to live on a beautiful farm by a creek tucked into the sweet aroma of Concord grapes. Now I live in a 15 story apartment complex above a dog park in Philadelphia.

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